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horrorjinxmo:

tanjingning replied to your post: I don’t understand what’s my mom’s problem. She…

trying to stay fit? tell her that you will eat it later xD

She threw out some rice and lettuce that weren’t spoiled either. And it’s already known that I eat everything and anything :D (that isn’t poisonous).

you can make porridge out of that xD
ask her “why” maybe she decides to go dieting >_> 

I wonder if I can be absolutely happy if everything went my way for the whole day.

Every account~

I like to browse and see what’s new around the world or mostly in America.

Being outgoing isn’t enough to keep yourself updated because you stay in the local area, if you got friends who travels a lot and likes to talk about it then it’s fine, but it’s not enough to know more about the world or just America.

Those phrases, I don’t believe them until I’ve experienced them.

I don’t just simply take it in because other people are doing this.

It’s nice. It gives you interest, but you got to realize what good is it for you / what looks good on you / what’s original to you?

I just like to keep myself up to date and I like to question my curiosities.

Personality status : Super weird and emotionless but secretly unstable

Super Perfectionist

I like it that way. I expect it to be that way. I want this done fast. It’s my duty to finish this off in this order. I want to feel stress-free.

The moment where I wish there was enough time to do both plans from 2 super perfectionist and hopefully resolve the issue about how we do Sunday School. It’s a great pleasure to depend on each other, but we both have different perfect ways to set everything up. One problem, we can’t agree with each other until we actually try them.

Just don’t say, “No it’s not going to work” when we hadn’t try or your mind apparently didn’t find a good way to picture it. 

It’s a great honor;

to feel pain whom I feel connected in an act of engaging a simple conversation and quickly planning future hang outs when one day, one of us avoid an urgent response where we feel honestly betrayed. A lesson to never attach yourself with great trust into people who we consider them as friends and don’t even exchange numbers until it’s right.

I don’t want useless people in my cellphone anymore.

I feel a sense of distance or any of your “family” (a group who you consider family with no blood nor marriage relations) who made an impact better than I did, which basically overpowering every other friends and your real family because the “family” are awsome to you.

This is basically why, I dislike dancers who are in this group.

Yeah, I get the whole “family” and the amazing hang outs to even more things, but it’s really a bother to experience the I don’t fit in your human buddy perspective feeling suddenly. It’s basically like brainwash. Open your mind and know your equal share of how you treat your friends, every single friends, every single person in your contact.

Another thing, I don’t get how people instantly exchange numbers then later not even care to talk to this person because one you are lazy to delete or just like the total number of how many contacts you have.

Another final honor of witnessing facebook -> twitter. If you know twitter is your private story of your life, then why do you think facebook people care about your real life compare to your facebook? Facebook remains as a social network connecting with friends who does their own thing but not entirely blabbing about their inner-self, just simply quote your thoughts/pictures in a non-daily way. Both can lock or hid away from others, so why would I even care? But some people on facebook keeps friends to random people request to ex-friends due to laziness to delete or popularity value. Over-all people just don’t care about real life, just put real life in one account if you wish instead of spreading it to others that doesn’t involve your real life.

It’s just there for our stupidity usage. Anyone can start from there.

My plan:

• CSN : Associate of Science 
• UNLV : Bachelor of Science (halfway)
• Transfer to one of the UC while getting my Bachelor
• Be a resident in South California
• Be a nurse in South California
• Volunteer overseas for a whole year after Bachelor of Science
• Start Master’s degree after volunteering
• Back to work as a nurse

Still trying to force myself to do business online, manufacturing products is a bother.

If I get anymore opportunities in media or business industry in the future, I will have no choice but to make them as a part-time since nursing is at the top, for now, until I have enough free-time to do the other stuff.

The things I wear;

I am now attracted to old vintage clothes, but at the same time still modern and same old me. 

Walking through the old mall that I go to in my local area tortures me to see those who now has a job there that goes to my old high school and completely younger than me, but I find them funny since they are sampler servers and nothing more.

I’m hungry for samples.

I’m seriously struggling in college; blame on procrastination. 

Catalog Model

Should I?

A scouter told me I have an opportunity when I clearly exposed my sweat from walking on a super hot Las Vegas weather and legs filled with scars, and I looked sort of burnt.